This is a song that I have written recently. I like it, though it is slightly sad really...
I’ve never felt anything like it Suddenly I feel like I am being spilt Spilt in two, being torn apart I now have a black heart I am now full of pain
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
I never realized you would break me I never realized that I couldn’t see Just how dangerous you were Now you have run off with her And I am left with memories As I watch you play ‘happy families’ Standing in the rain So full of pain
I’ve never felt anything like it I’ve never known such hurt I’ve never been in pain
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
I always thought we’d last But that’s all passed I’m alone and you’re laughing As you watch me crying You had this planned All else was dammed You took an innocent woman, Broke her, then ran
I’ve never felt anything like it I’ve never known such hurt I’ve never been in pain
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
You wanted in, you used me, Then you discarded me For the next innocent on Well, hunny you won You hurt me deeply Until I couldn’t see For all the tears I cried Remembering your lies
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
You caused me such pain That I broke in two I’d never hurt that way And I never will again
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
I had a black heart Full of pain All because of you I felt such pain
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
I sometimes wonder why Wonder why life, Can be so complicated, It can hurt you, like a knife, Or can be as sweet as that guy I met last week,
It can hurt you, even kill you, With just one blow, It is so harsh, so unfair, So difficult to understand, But yet, last week it brought me, So close to the edge, and it showed me, All the secrets of this so called life, I have found myself living,
I sometimes wonder why Wonder why life, Can be so complicated, It can hurt you, like a knife, Or can be as sweet as that guy I met last week,
It can be so sad Take away from you those you love, In a heartbeat, just like that, And you never even had chance to say bye, But yet, last week, I found a lover, And it was because of this life, That I found him, So maybe it’s not all that sad,
I sometimes wonder why Wonder why life, Can be so complicated, It can hurt you, like a knife, Or can be as sweet as that guy I met last week,
It can make you happy, For no apparent reason, You can suddenly find yourself smiling, And have a warm, fuzzy feeling inside, Or it can break you down, With tears pouring down your cheeks, Long winding rivers flowing from your eyes, And you can hardly stand for the pain your holding inside
I sometimes wonder why Wonder why life, Can be so complicated, It can hurt you, like a knife, Or can be as sweet as that guy I met last week,
I said I sometimes wonder why Wonder why life, Can be so complicated, It can hurt you, like a knife, Or can be as sweet as that guy I met last week
I wanna fly Will you let me? I wanna do what I Feel I have to Will you let me? I wanna be me Will you let me? Please?
Can’t you see I am not the person You thought I was I am me, my own Person, you can’t Control me, I am Not your baby girl Anymore, I have Changed, please, Let me go
I wanna fly Will you let me? I wanna do what I Feel I have to Will you let me? I wanna be me Will you let me? Please?
I can’t be bound by These chains anymore I need to feel Alive, feel something Real, let me go and Don’t worry about Me, I can look after Myself now, I can Survive without You looking over my shoulder
I wanna fly Will you let me? I wanna do what I Feel I have to Will you let me? I wanna be me Will you let me? Please?
I have done things You can’t even imagine I know more about life than You think, so please let me live I know you worry But there is no need I can take care of me Now it’s time to let me go It’s time for me to Find out who I am
I wanna fly Will you let me? I wanna do what I Feel I have to Will you let me? I wanna be me Will you let me? Please?
I wanna fly Will you let me? I wanna do what I Feel I have to Will you let me? I wanna be me Will you let me? Please?
My Nannie Gave Me The Idea For This Song, When We Were Driving Home One Winter Night, She Said "The Last Time We Saw Him, Was When The Snow Was On The Ground". The Moment We Got Home I Ran Up To My Room And Wrote This Song
When the snow was on the ground, That was when I fell for you, When the snow was on the ground I met you, kissed you, loved you, When the snow was on the ground
When the snow was on the ground, That was the last time I saw you, I wonder, where are you now, When the snow was on the ground,
When the snow was on the ground, You walked into my life with that smile Dazzling enough to blind any level headed girl, You were wild, passionate and so loveable Every night I dreamt of you are your love, Love I wished to feel every moment of the day, When the snow was on the ground
When the snow was on the ground, That was when I fell for you, When the snow was on the ground I met you, kissed you, loved you, When the snow was on the ground
When the snow was on the ground, We talked in the firelight Made love in the moonlight, and I told you I loved you and you said you loved me too, You lead me into your whirlwind spider web That caught my heart so perfectly, You made me believe what We had could last but it wasn’t meant to be, When the snow was on the ground,
When the snow was on the ground, That was when I fell for you, When the snow was on the ground I met you, kissed you, loved you, When the snow was on the ground
When the snow was on the ground, You took me in your arms, held me, Made love to me so many times, You wrapped me tightly into my heart, I feel lost without you now, We had something I thought was so Special but you left without a word, When the snow was on the ground,
When the snow was on the ground, That was when I fell for you, When the snow was on the ground I met you, kissed you, loved you, When the snow was on the ground
When the snow was on the ground, That was the last time I saw you, I wonder, where are you now, When the snow was on the ground,
When the snow was on the ground, That was when I fell for you, When the snow was on the ground I met you, kissed you, loved you, When the snow was on the ground
You help me find my way Through every day With a light shinning so bright It lights up even the darkest night, Though I didn’t know where I was going, I had never taken this road before, something Told me this was right and with you beside me Telling me to take the next step, and to see I could do this, and I would survive, And I would find a way to live My life again and forget the horror Of the past, you were my teacher, You taught me how to live my life again You showed me how to beat this pain
Before you came I was so lost, Alone and scared, Not knowing where I was going, Constantly running From those I though Would hurt me And then one day I ran into Your open arms You walked with me
I always knew if I was sad, You would be there, and never got mad At me no matter how horrid I was to you And you really are so totally true, To those you care for, you always walked with me And helped, tried to make me see What you do, I am so pleased have walked with you, I now I see what you always knew, Everyone is special, you taught me to see that, And even when you were busy you had time for a chat, You made me smile, made me laugh, made me believe, And though you didn’t understand, you let me grieve, You were always there on the good days and the bad ones, My love and respect for you ever deepens,
Before you came I was so lost, Alone and scared, Not knowing where I was going, Constantly running From those I though Would hurt me And then one day I ran into Your open arms You walked with me.
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