This is a song that I have written recently. I like it, though it is slightly sad really...
I’ve never felt anything like it Suddenly I feel like I am being spilt Spilt in two, being torn apart I now have a black heart I am now full of pain
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
I never realized you would break me I never realized that I couldn’t see Just how dangerous you were Now you have run off with her And I am left with memories As I watch you play ‘happy families’ Standing in the rain So full of pain
I’ve never felt anything like it I’ve never known such hurt I’ve never been in pain
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
I always thought we’d last But that’s all passed I’m alone and you’re laughing As you watch me crying You had this planned All else was dammed You took an innocent woman, Broke her, then ran
I’ve never felt anything like it I’ve never known such hurt I’ve never been in pain
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
You wanted in, you used me, Then you discarded me For the next innocent on Well, hunny you won You hurt me deeply Until I couldn’t see For all the tears I cried Remembering your lies
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
You caused me such pain That I broke in two I’d never hurt that way And I never will again
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
I had a black heart Full of pain All because of you I felt such pain
Pain is my only emotion I am full of confusion Pain fills my waking Thoughts, and my sleeping Nights, I am in pain
That girl I use to be That girl you use to see That girl is no longer here That girl is no longer living in fear That girl is dead That girl is dead
That girl didn’t belong She is long gone And so here I am I can do anything I am fighting For everything that is mine So stop lying
That girl I use to be That girl you use to see That girl is no longer here That girl is no longer living in fear That girl is dead That girl is dead
That girl couldn’t live She simply couldn’t give Not like this She loved your kiss But not me Can’t you see I am free I am me
That girl I use to be That girl you use to see That girl is no longer here That girl is no longer living in fear That girl is dead That girl is dead
His eyes, his nose, his mouth His ears, his hands, his body His laugh, his smile, his touch I’m on fire, burning inside He’s taken me, stolen my heart
One sunny afternoon I was running through The beautiful blue river When I saw him there Watching me like I was him
That was when I felt The fire light, when I knew He was the one for me He smiled, and shivers Ran down my spine
I couldn’t stop looking But we never spoke Then he left Left me alone In the beautiful blue river
I went home feeling Loved and lost Hope and despair Wondering how he Had stolen my heart
My stolen heart Was taken by a Beautiful cowboy One sunny afternoon
The next day I went to the river I needed to see him Once more to say How he had stolen my heart
But he never came He never came to me I was left alone again Feeling so sad, I wished For him so badly
I went to the river every day Hoping to see him once more But as the weeks past I never saw him again And was giving up hope
The fire inside me Was dying, it was time For me to move on It was clear, we were not Meant to be
My stolen heart Was taken by a Beautiful cowboy One sunny afternoon
It was several months Later when I next went To the beautiful blue river And what I saw Stolen my breathe away
There was my cowboy Sitting on the river bank Waiting and watching He turned and saw me My heart leapt
As he came running and Took me in his arms And hissed me That day we spent Loving each other
My stolen heart Was taken by A beautiful cowboy One sunny afternoon
It was three months Later that we married One sunny afternoon On the banks of the Beautiful blue river
We honeymooned In California And built our house Less than six miles From where we first met
Just under a year later Our first child A baby girl Carrie Two more followed We had a family
As they grew So did our love For each other We never parted Together always
My stolen heart Was taken by A beautiful cowboy One sunny afternoon
My stolen heart Was taken by A beautiful cowboy One sunny afternoon
The bridges I’ve burnt, They make me, who I am, They have scared me, Torn me apart, But they have shown me, who I really am, Underneath all this hurt and pain, I know that they can’t always be rebuilt, The bridges I’ve burnt,
There have been many bridges through my life Some have cut me like a knife, Others have shown me love, As pure as a white dove, But all of them have helped make me, Who I am today,
The bridges I’ve burnt, They tell the story of my life, They have cut me up, Left me for dead, But they have made, Me stronger, and happier today, I know that I can’t always fix, The bridges I’ve burnt,
There have been many bridges through my life Some have cut me like a knife, Others have shown me love, As pure as a white dove, But all of them have helped make me, Who I am today,
The bridges I’ve burnt, If I walked down their paths again, I could tell you step by step, The journey I would be taking, This is because it is the journey, Of my life, of my past, And I remember all those I’ve shared it with, And all those bridges I’ve burnt
There have been many bridges through my life Some have cut me like a knife, Others have shown me love, As pure as a white dove, But all of them have helped make me, Who I am today,
There have been many bridges through my life Some have cut me like a knife, Others have shown me love, As pure as a white dove, But all of them have helped make me, Who I am today
I sometimes wonder why Wonder why life, Can be so complicated, It can hurt you, like a knife, Or can be as sweet as that guy I met last week,
It can hurt you, even kill you, With just one blow, It is so harsh, so unfair, So difficult to understand, But yet, last week it brought me, So close to the edge, and it showed me, All the secrets of this so called life, I have found myself living,
I sometimes wonder why Wonder why life, Can be so complicated, It can hurt you, like a knife, Or can be as sweet as that guy I met last week,
It can be so sad Take away from you those you love, In a heartbeat, just like that, And you never even had chance to say bye, But yet, last week, I found a lover, And it was because of this life, That I found him, So maybe it’s not all that sad,
I sometimes wonder why Wonder why life, Can be so complicated, It can hurt you, like a knife, Or can be as sweet as that guy I met last week,
It can make you happy, For no apparent reason, You can suddenly find yourself smiling, And have a warm, fuzzy feeling inside, Or it can break you down, With tears pouring down your cheeks, Long winding rivers flowing from your eyes, And you can hardly stand for the pain your holding inside
I sometimes wonder why Wonder why life, Can be so complicated, It can hurt you, like a knife, Or can be as sweet as that guy I met last week,
I said I sometimes wonder why Wonder why life, Can be so complicated, It can hurt you, like a knife, Or can be as sweet as that guy I met last week
The way you treat me The way you love me The way you walk Some things I don’t understand You are one of them You are one of them
As I walk through life There are many things I just don’t understand No matter how hard I try I just can’t see how you Can love me, yet leave me The way you walk towards me That confident swagger I know what is going to happen Some things I don’t understand
The way to love The way to feel The way to live Some things I don’t understand You are one of them You are one of them
You pick me up, whirl me round As you walk through the door You kiss me and hold I know you love me today You touch me so much I can barely hold in my Love for you You are my soul Some things I don’t understand
The way to love The way to feel The way to live Some things I don’t understand You are one of them You are one of them
You love me hard And deep, you touch Me where it hurts Then you leave me Lying there loving yet Hating you for making Me feel so worthless You are confusing me Some things I don’t understand
The way to love The way to feel The way to live Some things I don’t understand You are one of them You are one of them
You hold me close Kiss me deep Never leave me Love me always I feel special now You make me whole I love you so much I’m never leaving you You are my heart Some things I don’t understand
The way to love The way to feel The way to live Some things I don’t understand You are one of them You are one of them
The way to love The way to feel The way to live Some things I don’t understand You are one of them You are one of them
I wanna fly Will you let me? I wanna do what I Feel I have to Will you let me? I wanna be me Will you let me? Please?
Can’t you see I am not the person You thought I was I am me, my own Person, you can’t Control me, I am Not your baby girl Anymore, I have Changed, please, Let me go
I wanna fly Will you let me? I wanna do what I Feel I have to Will you let me? I wanna be me Will you let me? Please?
I can’t be bound by These chains anymore I need to feel Alive, feel something Real, let me go and Don’t worry about Me, I can look after Myself now, I can Survive without You looking over my shoulder
I wanna fly Will you let me? I wanna do what I Feel I have to Will you let me? I wanna be me Will you let me? Please?
I have done things You can’t even imagine I know more about life than You think, so please let me live I know you worry But there is no need I can take care of me Now it’s time to let me go It’s time for me to Find out who I am
I wanna fly Will you let me? I wanna do what I Feel I have to Will you let me? I wanna be me Will you let me? Please?
I wanna fly Will you let me? I wanna do what I Feel I have to Will you let me? I wanna be me Will you let me? Please?
My Nannie Gave Me The Idea For This Song, When We Were Driving Home One Winter Night, She Said "The Last Time We Saw Him, Was When The Snow Was On The Ground". The Moment We Got Home I Ran Up To My Room And Wrote This Song
When the snow was on the ground, That was when I fell for you, When the snow was on the ground I met you, kissed you, loved you, When the snow was on the ground
When the snow was on the ground, That was the last time I saw you, I wonder, where are you now, When the snow was on the ground,
When the snow was on the ground, You walked into my life with that smile Dazzling enough to blind any level headed girl, You were wild, passionate and so loveable Every night I dreamt of you are your love, Love I wished to feel every moment of the day, When the snow was on the ground
When the snow was on the ground, That was when I fell for you, When the snow was on the ground I met you, kissed you, loved you, When the snow was on the ground
When the snow was on the ground, We talked in the firelight Made love in the moonlight, and I told you I loved you and you said you loved me too, You lead me into your whirlwind spider web That caught my heart so perfectly, You made me believe what We had could last but it wasn’t meant to be, When the snow was on the ground,
When the snow was on the ground, That was when I fell for you, When the snow was on the ground I met you, kissed you, loved you, When the snow was on the ground
When the snow was on the ground, You took me in your arms, held me, Made love to me so many times, You wrapped me tightly into my heart, I feel lost without you now, We had something I thought was so Special but you left without a word, When the snow was on the ground,
When the snow was on the ground, That was when I fell for you, When the snow was on the ground I met you, kissed you, loved you, When the snow was on the ground
When the snow was on the ground, That was the last time I saw you, I wonder, where are you now, When the snow was on the ground,
When the snow was on the ground, That was when I fell for you, When the snow was on the ground I met you, kissed you, loved you, When the snow was on the ground
I Wrote This Song For Sara, Because She Saved My Life. And I Love Her More Than Words Can Ever Explain. She Is My Surrogate Mother x
You broke my walls, I never thought I could let you in No matter how much I wanted to, I was just afraid to trust you But you proved me wrong every day, Showed me you wouldn’t ever hurt me, You stood by my side and Helped me cope, helped me survive
Why I will never know, Never know why you choose to help me Choose to let me close When I needed someone, Yes, I will never know why
You showed me you could be trusted I never thought I would again Yet you showed me I could You let me cry on your shoulder, Let me unburned my fears on you And slowly I did start to trust Because I realized you wanted to help Help me get my life back And you broke that wall around my heart
Why I will never know, Never know why you choose to help me Choose to let me close When I needed someone, Yes, I will never know why
And so I now just want to say this, Over time you have shown me that Some things have to be done, Some things have to be said So I am going to do and say this, Without you I wouldn’t be here today, The person I am today Living the life I am Please let me say this,
Why I will never know, Never know why you choose to help me Choose to let me close When I needed someone, Yes, I will never know why
Yet now I feel I don’t have to know Why you did what you did And why you said what you said But thank you from the bottom of my heart, And I am truly grateful for all that You have done for me You are totally amazing I’m glad you are who you are. You changed my life.
Today I came here to ask you something God, Why me? Why does he love me? I’m nothing special I’m not pretty or sexy or that talented, I’m no A grade Student so why me? Please answer me, I need to know. I think that he loves me but why I don’t know I can’t see in me what he does so why me?
He could have anyone, he’s smart, funny and drop dead gorgeous Yet he chooses me. He could have the head cheerleader, The teachers daughter, anyone so why me?
Today I wish to find out the answer to my question, I wish to know why me? I am lost, confused and a bit Worried, what if he is playing me? What if the love he Is showing me is something he doesn’t really feel? I Just want to know why he choose me, everyone is jealous but I can’t see in me what he does so why me?
He could have anyone, he’s smart, funny and drop dead gorgeous Yet he chooses me. He could have the head cheerleader, The teachers daughter, anyone so why me?
Today I know I should confront him, but I am just too Scared, I love him and am afraid of losing him because I Can’t help but doubt him. Why me? Why did he Fall for me? I know I should trust him yet it’s All too good to be real, I’m not anything special I can’t see in me what he does so why me?
He could have anyone, he’s smart, funny and drop dead gorgeous Yet he chooses me. He could have the head cheerleader, The teachers daughter, anyone so why me?
He could have anyone, he’s smart, funny and drop dead gorgeous Yet he chooses me. He could have the head cheerleader, The teachers daughter, anyone so why me?
Please God tell me, why me? Why me? I said why me?
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