Wrote this song yesterday...it was going to be totally different, about heart break, but instead I found that I simply wasn't in the mood to write a sad song and so it turned out like this...


In your arms I feel so lost
Lost in loves endless embrace
I need you beside me, no matter the cost
I need to look you in the face
At the look of love so true
Because who am I, with you
Without you I am lost

Lost, in a whirlpool of feeling
Lost, in an understanding of loving
Lost, in a hope for marrying
Lost, in a desire for kissing
Lost in, lost in all of you

Looking in your eyes I feel lost
Lost in everything you are
Because without you I am lost
So never wander far
Because without you I am nothing
No matter what you are saying
Without you I am lost

Lost, in a whirlpool of feeling
Lost, in an understanding of loving
Lost, in a hope for marrying
Lost, in a desire for kissing
Lost in, lost in all of you

Lost, in a whirlpool of feeling
Lost, in an understanding of loving
Lost, in a hope for marrying
Lost, in a desire for kissing
Lost in, lost in all of you

Feeling your touch I am lost
Lost in memories of us together
Where, without you I am lost
I will stop loving you sometime never
We will last always and forever
Because you are my only lover
Without you I am lost

Lost, in a whirlpool of feeling
Lost, in an understanding of loving
Lost, in a hope for marrying
Lost, in a desire for kissing
Lost in, lost in all of you

Feeling what I do
I know that you
Are the only one for me
Can’t you see
That without you
Without you I am lost

Lost, in a whirlpool of feeling
Lost, in an understanding of loving
Lost, in a hope for marrying
Lost, in a desire for kissing
Lost in, lost in all of you

Can’t you see
That without you
Without you I am lost

If you love me
Let me know please
If you don’t
Let me go please
Tell me now,
Do you love me?

Do you love me?
If so, show me
Show me how,
How you feel,
Feel inside

Do you love me?
Because I can’t see
What your eyes are hiding
Are you lying?
Do you love me?
Is there a ‘we’?
Because I don’t know
I feel so low
Do you love me?

If you love me
Let me know please
If you don’t
Let me go please
Tell me now,
Do you love me?

Do you love me?
If so, tell me,
Tell me how,
How you feel,
Feel inside

Do you love me?
Really care for me?
Do you see you together,
Together forever?
Do you love me?
Do you want me?
Why are you so cold?
Why do you have to scold?
Do you love me?

If you love me
Let me know please
If you don’t
Let me go please
Tell me now,
Do you love me?

If you love me
Let me know please
If you don’t
Let me go please
Tell me now,
Do you love me?

Do you love me?
If so hold me,
Hold me close
Feel me
Tell me
Love me
Care for me
Coz I need to know,
Know if you
Love me

Do you love me?
If you love me
Let me know please
If you don’t
Let me go please
Tell me now,
Do you love me?

Do you, do you
Do you love me?

The longest song I have written, and it took me the most time...still not sure that I am totally happy with it...but I like it


The deep blue ocean
With it's hidden secrets
And mysterious ways
Controlled by the moon
It's ever constant flow
That hugs the shore

The big whales that
Rome the wild oceans
That swim in the
Darkest depths
Discovering secrets
We only dream of

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The plants that grow
Under the sea
With beautiful colours
And crazy shapes
Moving with the
Currents of the world

he fish that swim
In the waters
So many shapes
Sizes, colours and
Each has it's own place
Where it belongs

The trees of forests
Branches continually
Stretching for the sky
Always out of reach
But home to so many
Animals and insects

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it


The insects that crawl
Along the leaves
That climb the branches
Build their nests
Live in groups
That are millions strong

The muddy paths
That lead into the dark
Of the unknown
Taking you somewhere
New, somewhere old
Somewhere different


This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The birds that wake
With the Dawn
That sing their song Telling the world
How they feel
If only people listen

The thick grasses
Of the African plains
That change with
The seasons each year
Where the hunt
Takes place

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The lions that
Live under the burning
Sun in their prides
The cubs that play
The mums who hunt
The males who sleep
The jungle that hides
The secrets we can
Only hope of
The trees, the animals
The plants and insects
That live upon the beauty

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The leopard that hunts
In the darkness
So quiet, secretive with
Big paws and spotted fur
There are many types
If only we take time to look

The desert hot and dry
A hostile environment
Where little survives
The burning sun
Dust and sandstorms
That can be your death

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The lizard that hides
In the dark night
Only there in the heat
Of the day
Lying on sun baked
Rocks seeking warmth

The wetlands that thrive
Anywhere in the world
They support so much
Life that is so varied This is the place where
birds breed, a true treasure

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The frogs that live both
In and out of water
That can be so
Many different colours
And can leap so far
And can be deadly

The American outback
That is so beautiful
With the country boys
And dirt roads that
Lead to nowhere
But are always loved

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The horses so many colours
So many patterns so many
Personalities but all can
Be tamed, and ridden
Galloping over the world
With us along for the ride

The Waterfalls of the world
So powerful thundering
Down cliff faces
With long gorges reaching
Out behind them
And pools that ever deepen

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The tigers with their black

Stripes that hide them so
Well in the jungles
Big paws and golden eyes
That move so silently
And see everything

The rivers that wind
Though the mountains
And down though
The open plains
Flowing into the
Open waters of the ocean

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The seals that brave
The cold Arctic to breed
Where so many predators are
Waiting to take their young
As is the way of the world
Nothing is as it seems

The mountains that push up
Cutting through the skyline
With their ever growing peaks
That are formed by the
Earths plates pushing
Together for the rest of time

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The goats that can climb
The steep hillsides
So sure footed
No danger of falling
The graze whenever Not affected by time

The ice of the Arctic
The Antarctic, iceland
And Greenland
So cold yet so pure
So totally untouched
So out of reach

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The dolphins that leap
Through the skin of the ocean
So playful so happy
So beautiful they bring
A smile to our faces
As they dive together

This word is big and crazy
But it's the only one
We have so let's look after it

The bridges I’ve burnt,
They make me, who I am,
They have scared me,
Torn me apart,
But they have shown me, who I really am,
Underneath all this hurt and pain,
I know that they can’t always be rebuilt,
The bridges I’ve burnt,

There have been many bridges through my life
Some have cut me like a knife,
Others have shown me love,
As pure as a white dove,
But all of them have helped make me,
Who I am today,

The bridges I’ve burnt,
They tell the story of my life,
They have cut me up,
Left me for dead,
But they have made,
 Me stronger, and happier today,
I know that I can’t always fix,
The bridges I’ve burnt, 

There have been many bridges through my life
Some have cut me like a knife,
Others have shown me love,
As pure as a white dove,
But all of them have helped make me,
Who I am today,

The bridges I’ve burnt,
If I walked down their paths again,
I could tell you step by step,
The journey I would be taking,
This is because it is the journey,
Of my life, of my past,
And I remember all those I’ve shared it with,
And all those bridges I’ve burnt

There have been many bridges through my life
Some have cut me like a knife,
Others have shown me love,
As pure as a white dove,
But all of them have helped make me,
Who I am today,

There have been many bridges through my life
Some have cut me like a knife,
Others have shown me love,
As pure as a white dove,
But all of them have helped make me,
Who I am today

I sometimes wonder why
Wonder why life,
Can be so complicated,
It can hurt you, like a knife,
Or can be as sweet as that guy
I met last week, 

It can hurt you, even kill you,
With just one blow,
It is so harsh, so unfair,     
So difficult to understand,
But yet, last week it brought me,
So close to the edge, and it showed me,
All the secrets of this so called life,
I have found myself living,

I sometimes wonder why
Wonder why life,
Can be so complicated,
It can hurt you, like a knife,
Or can be as sweet as that guy
I met last week, 

It can be so sad
Take away from you those you love,
In a heartbeat, just like that,
And you never even had chance to say bye,
But yet, last week, I found a lover,
And it was because of this life,
That I found him,
So maybe it’s not all that sad,

I sometimes wonder why
Wonder why life,
Can be so complicated,
It can hurt you, like a knife,
Or can be as sweet as that guy
I met last week,

It can make you happy,
For no apparent reason,
You can suddenly find yourself smiling,
And have a warm, fuzzy feeling inside,
Or it can break you down,
With tears pouring down your cheeks,
Long winding rivers flowing from your eyes,
And you can hardly stand for the pain your holding inside

I sometimes wonder why
Wonder why life,
Can be so complicated,
It can hurt you, like a knife,
Or can be as sweet as that guy
I met last week,

I said I sometimes wonder why
Wonder why life,
Can be so complicated,
It can hurt you, like a knife,
Or can be as sweet as that guy
I met last week

The way you treat me
The way you love me
The way you walk
Some things I don’t understand
You are one of them
You are one of them

As I walk through life
There are many things
I just don’t understand
No matter how hard I try
I just can’t see how you
Can love me, yet leave me
The way you walk towards me
That confident swagger
I know what is going to happen
Some things I don’t understand

The way to love
The way to feel
The way to live
Some things I don’t understand
You are one of them
You are one of them

You pick me up, whirl me round
As you walk through the door
You kiss me and hold
I know you love me today
You touch me so much
I can barely hold in my
Love for you
You are my soul
Some things I don’t understand

The way to love
The way to feel
The way to live
Some things I don’t understand
You are one of them
You are one of them

You love me hard
And deep, you touch
Me where it hurts
Then you leave me
Lying there loving yet
Hating you for making
Me feel so worthless
You are confusing me
Some things I don’t understand

The way to love
The way to feel
The way to live
 Some things I don’t understand
You are one of them
You are one of them

You hold me close
Kiss me deep
Never leave me
Love me always
I feel special now
You make me whole
I love you so much
I’m never leaving you
You are my heart
Some things I don’t understand

The way to love
The way to feel
The way to live
Some things I don’t understand
You are one of them
You are one of them

The way to love
The way to feel
The way to live
Some things I don’t understand
You are one of them
You are one of them

I wanna fly
Will you let me?
I wanna do what I
Feel I have to
Will you let me?
I wanna be me
Will you let me?
Please?

Can’t you see
I am not the person
You thought I was
I am me, my own
Person, you can’t
Control me, I am
Not your baby girl
Anymore, I have
Changed, please,
Let me go

I wanna fly
Will you let me?
I wanna do what I
Feel I have to
Will you let me?
I wanna be me
Will you let me?
Please?

I can’t be bound by
These chains anymore
I need to feel
Alive, feel something
Real, let me go and
Don’t worry about
Me, I can look after
Myself now, I can
Survive without
You looking over my shoulder

I wanna fly
Will you let me?
I wanna do what I
Feel I have to
Will you let me?
I wanna be me
Will you let me?
Please?

I have done things
You can’t even imagine
I know more about life than
You think, so please let me live
I know you worry
But there is no need
I can take care of me
Now it’s time to let me go
It’s time for me to
Find out who I am

I wanna fly
Will you let me?
I wanna do what I
Feel I have to
Will you let me?
I wanna be me
Will you let me?
Please?

I wanna fly
Will you let me?
I wanna do what I
Feel I have to
Will you let me?
I wanna be me
Will you let me?
Please?

My Nannie Gave Me The Idea For This Song, When We Were Driving Home One Winter Night, She Said "The Last Time We Saw Him, Was When The Snow Was On The Ground". The Moment We Got Home I Ran Up To My Room And Wrote This Song

When the snow was on the ground,
That was when I fell for you,
When the snow was on the ground
I met you, kissed you, loved you,
When the snow was on the ground

When the snow was on the ground,
That was the last time I saw you,
I wonder, where are you now,
When the snow was on the ground,

When the snow was on the ground,
You walked into my life with that smile
Dazzling enough to blind any level headed girl,
You were wild, passionate and so loveable
Every night I dreamt of you are your love,
Love I wished to feel every moment of the day,
When the snow was on the ground

When the snow was on the ground,
That was when I fell for you,
When the snow was on the ground
I met you, kissed you, loved you,
When the snow was on the ground

When the snow was on the ground,
We talked in the firelight
Made love in the moonlight, and I told you
I loved you and you said you loved me too,
You lead me into your whirlwind spider web
That caught my heart so perfectly,
You made me believe what
We had could last but it wasn’t meant to be,
When the snow was on the ground,

When the snow was on the ground,
That was when I fell for you,
When the snow was on the ground
I met you, kissed you, loved you,
When the snow was on the ground

When the snow was on the ground,
You took me in your arms, held me,
Made love to me so many times,
You wrapped me tightly into my heart,
I feel lost without you now,
We had something I thought was so
Special but you left without a word,
When the snow was on the ground,

When the snow was on the ground,
That was when I fell for you,
When the snow was on the ground
I met you, kissed you, loved you,
When the snow was on the ground

When the snow was on the ground,
That was the last time I saw you,
I wonder, where are you now,
When the snow was on the ground,

When the snow was on the ground,
That was when I fell for you,
When the snow was on the ground
I met you, kissed you, loved you,
When the snow was on the ground

I Wrote This Song For Sara, Because She Saved My Life. And I Love Her More Than Words Can Ever Explain. She Is My Surrogate Mother x

You broke my walls,
I never thought I could let you in
No matter how much I wanted to,
I was just afraid to trust you
But you proved me wrong every day,
Showed me you wouldn’t ever hurt me,
You stood by my side and
Helped me cope, helped me survive

Why I will never know,
Never know why you choose to help me
Choose to let me close
When I needed someone,
 Yes, I will never know why

You showed me you could be trusted
I never thought I would again
Yet you showed me I could
You let me cry on your shoulder,
Let me unburned my fears on you
And slowly I did start to trust
Because I realized you wanted to help
Help me get my life back
And you broke that wall around my heart

Why I will never know,                                                
Never know why you choose to help me
Choose to let me close
When I needed someone,
Yes, I will never know why

And so I now just want to say this,
Over time you have shown me that
Some things have to be done,
Some things have to be said
So I am going to do and say this,
Without you I wouldn’t be here today,
The person I am today
Living the life I am
Please let me say this,

Why I will never know,
Never know why you choose to help me
Choose to let me close
When I needed someone,
Yes, I will never know why

Yet now I feel I don’t have to know
Why you did what you did
And why you said what you said
But thank you from the bottom of my heart,
And I am truly grateful for all that
You have done for me
You are totally amazing
I’m glad you are who you are.
You changed my life. 

You’re my perfect love
The way you kiss me
The way you hold me
Everything you do
Shows me that
You’re my perfect love

You know which path
To trace down my body
How tight to hold me
How long to kiss me
How many times to
Make love to me
You know all there
Is to know about me

 You’re my perfect love
The way you kiss me
The way you hold me
Everything you do
Shows me that
You’re my perfect love

You know just how
To curl your fingers
Into my hair
How to make me
Believe that you
Truly love me
You know all there
Is to know about me

You’re my perfect love
The way you kiss me
The way you hold me
Everything you do
Shows me that
You’re my perfect love

You know what to say
To me when I feel sad
How to make me laugh
How to make me smile
How to stop the tears I cry from
Flowing down my cheeks
You know all there
Is to know about me

You’re my perfect love
The way you kiss me
The way you hold me
Everything you do
Shows me that
You’re my perfect love

You know what to do
To make my past disappear
From my thoughts
How to make the future
Be so perfect for us
And our never ending love
You know all there
Is to know about me

You’re my perfect love
The way you kiss me
The way you hold me
Everything you do
Shows me that
You’re my perfect love

You know me
So perfectly
Inside out, back to front
You know me
And I know you
I know you love me
As I love you
Together forever

You’re my perfect love
The way you kiss me
The way you hold me
Everything you do
Shows me that
You’re my perfect love