I like writing this blog, I like this website. I really do. But I am simply not sure that it is actually working? I mean yes I do get views, but that doesn't mean that people out there are reading it right? And so I am just wondering whether it is actually worth it. 

I mean I sit here and spill my guts about some of the worst stuff that has actually happened to me. Seriously though, over the next few weeks I am going to be talking about my self harming, and suicidal moments, but should I be doing this if no one is reading? 

Maybe I should just stop? I don't know....