It reached 7 Months, and I realized that it actually felt years. I spent a lot of time thinking about HIM, and suddenly I knew that since he had been gone I hadn't felt actual fear. I was no longer living in fear. I was no longer constantly SCARED! His presence no longer haunted my every waking moment. He was gone from my life. GONE! I did my upmost to shut him away, knowing that without him in my thoughts he had no power of me anymore.
I still wasn't sure how to cope with day to day life, but I was getting there slowly. I was moving on.
I changed. I had become a lot stronger person. And was far more determined. Determined to make something out of my life. To be someone.
I still wasn't sure how to cope with day to day life, but I was getting there slowly. I was moving on.
I changed. I had become a lot stronger person. And was far more determined. Determined to make something out of my life. To be someone.